{"id":453,"date":"2020-01-30T08:00:00","date_gmt":"2020-01-30T06:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/fiolsex.net\/wp\/?p=453"},"modified":"2024-02-16T19:56:36","modified_gmt":"2024-02-16T17:56:36","slug":"kampen-mellom-bomull-og-kjaertegn","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fiolsex.net\/wp\/?p=453","title":{"rendered":"Kamp mellom bomull og kj\u00e6rtegn"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-medium\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" src=\"https:\/\/fiolsex.net\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/02\/Hjerte_bomull-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-59611\" srcset=\"https:\/\/fiolsex.net\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/02\/Hjerte_bomull-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/fiolsex.net\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/02\/Hjerte_bomull-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/fiolsex.net\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/02\/Hjerte_bomull.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 85vw, 300px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p class=\"has-dark-gray-color has-text-color wp-block-paragraph\">Klokken er seks. Jeg har nettopp v\u00e5knet. Egentlig f\u00f8ler jeg meg ganske v\u00e5ken. Det hadde v\u00e6rt herlig med en lang og rolig morgen helt for meg selv. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-dark-gray-color has-text-color wp-block-paragraph\">Jeg beveger litt p\u00e5 meg. Han merker det, legger armen rundt meg og stryker meg varsomt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<!--more-->\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-dark-gray-color has-text-color wp-block-paragraph\">Herlig \u00e5 ligge slik. Kjenne varmen. Omsorgen. N\u00e6rheten.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-dark-gray-color has-text-color wp-block-paragraph\">Jeg sovner.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center has-text-color wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"color:#8224e3\">\u2022 \u2022 \u2022 \u2022 \u2022<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-dark-gray-color has-text-color wp-block-paragraph\">Klokken blir halv syv. Jeg v\u00e5kner igjen. Denne gangen har jeg bomull i hodet. Tankene er mer uklare. Hvor ble det av tiden? Kanskje jeg b\u00f8r st\u00e5 opp for \u00e5 hindre mer bomull?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-dark-gray-color has-text-color wp-block-paragraph\">Jeg beveger litt p\u00e5 meg. Han tar et fastere grep rundt meg. Stryker meg litt igjen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-dark-gray-color has-text-color wp-block-paragraph\">Kanskje jeg burde bli? Bare lenge nok til at bomullen forlater hodet mitt?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-dark-gray-color has-text-color wp-block-paragraph\">Jeg sovner.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center has-text-color wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"color:#8224e3\">\u2022 \u2022 \u2022 \u2022 \u2022<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-dark-gray-color has-text-color wp-block-paragraph\">Klokken blir syv. Igjen v\u00e5kner jeg. Bomullen  ligger tett i hodet mitt. Det var det med \u00e5 st\u00e5 opp. Jeg beveger meg halvhjertet. Han holder meg fast. Jeg sovner.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center has-text-color wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"color:#8224e3\">\u2022 \u2022 \u2022 \u2022 \u2022<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-dark-gray-color has-text-color wp-block-paragraph\">Klokken blir halv \u00e5tte.  Jeg kjenner armen hans rundt meg og snur meg inn i s\u00f8vnen igjen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center has-text-color wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"color:#8224e3\">\u2022 \u2022 \u2022 \u2022 \u2022<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-dark-gray-color has-text-color wp-block-paragraph\">Klokken blir \u00e5tte. Han  v\u00e5kner. I halvs\u00f8vne f\u00e5r jeg meg at han stryker meg. Bomullen har fullstendig tatt over hodet mitt. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-dark-gray-color has-text-color wp-block-paragraph\">&#8211; Er du v\u00e5ken? sp\u00f8r han.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-dark-gray-color has-text-color wp-block-paragraph\">&#8211; Halvveis. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-dark-gray-color has-text-color wp-block-paragraph\">Jeg m\u00e5 anstrenge meg for \u00e5 prate. Ordene m\u00e5 kjempe seg en lang veg gjennom bomullen for \u00e5 komme seg ut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-dark-gray-color has-text-color wp-block-paragraph\">&#8211; Jeg var mer v\u00e5ken klokken seks.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-dark-gray-color has-text-color wp-block-paragraph\">&#8211; Hvorfor stod du ikke opp da?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-dark-gray-color has-text-color wp-block-paragraph\">&#8211; Du str\u00f8yk meg?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-dark-gray-color has-text-color wp-block-paragraph\">Det ble stille. Han tenkte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-dark-gray-color has-text-color wp-block-paragraph\">&#8211; Har jeg kj\u00e6rtegnet deg tidligere i morges? <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center has-text-color wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"color:#8224e3\">\u2022 \u2022 \u2022 \u2022 \u2022<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-columns is-layout-flex wp-container-core-columns-is-layout-8f761849 wp-block-columns-is-layout-flex\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>Forrige glimt:<br><a href=\"https:\/\/fiolsex.net\/wp\/?p=451\">Hver v\u00e5r planet<\/a><\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\">\n<p class=\"has-text-align-right wp-block-paragraph\"><em>Neste glimt:<br><a href=\"https:\/\/fiolsex.net\/wp\/?p=470\">Hvorfor valgte du meg?<\/a><\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center wp-block-paragraph\"><mark style=\"background-color:rgba(0, 0, 0, 0);color:#8224e3\" class=\"has-inline-color\">\u2022 \u2022 \u2022 \u2022<\/mark> \ud83d\udc9c <mark style=\"background-color:rgba(0, 0, 0, 0);color:#8224e3\" class=\"has-inline-color\">\u2022 \u2022 \u2022 \u2022<\/mark><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Klokken er seks. Jeg har nettopp v\u00e5knet. Egentlig f\u00f8ler jeg meg ganske v\u00e5ken. Det hadde v\u00e6rt herlig med en lang og rolig morgen helt for meg selv. Jeg beveger litt p\u00e5 meg. Han merker det, legger armen rundt meg og stryker meg varsomt.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":59611,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"yasr_overall_rating":0,"yasr_post_is_review":"","yasr_auto_insert_disabled":"","yasr_review_type":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[364,5,58],"tags":[29],"class_list":["post-453","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-364","category-glimt","category-sovn","tag-sovn"],"yasr_visitor_votes":{"stars_attributes":{"read_only":false,"span_bottom":false},"number_of_votes":0,"sum_votes":0},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fiolsex.net\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/453","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fiolsex.net\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fiolsex.net\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fiolsex.net\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fiolsex.net\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=453"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/fiolsex.net\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/453\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":59619,"href":"https:\/\/fiolsex.net\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/453\/revisions\/59619"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fiolsex.net\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/59611"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fiolsex.net\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=453"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fiolsex.net\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=453"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fiolsex.net\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=453"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}